Sexy ButterFly ProJect

2010-04-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

finally

a post from me hehehe

i'm really sorry...

anyways

latest updates

1. moved in with my boyfriend

2. i have 4 rabbits (furball, snowball, blackball and chocoball)

hehe... a whole BALL family

*photos... i'll post next time*

3. school's a bitch

well... that's all for now^^

(eileen, jimbo, fozzie... i emailed/msged u guys)

xoxo

-LolaDH-

No, Its not Alright and Its NOT okay.

2010-03-19T20:54:00.000-07:00

Why does it feel so bad now if it was the right thing to do?

I wish you would spend a little more thoughts in this.
You don`t even care.
You don`t even know.

This is not worth fighting for.

KILLING ME SOFTLY

2010-02-21T00:05:00.000-08:00

INKED

2010-02-17T01:00:00.000-08:00

Scars remind us that the past it real.

I like the fact that they`re permanent.

YOU

2010-01-16T21:42:00.001-08:00

So far away from where you are

These miles have torn us worlds apart

And I miss you

Yeah, I miss you

So far away from where you are

Standing underneath the stars

And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased

I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face

I miss all the little things

I never thought that they’d mean everything to me

Yeah, I miss you

And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart

I see the shadows of your face

Just know that wherever you are

Yeah, I miss you

And I wish you were here

HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF

2010-01-07T22:06:00.000-08:00

The past has finally caught up.
And its not a good feeling.

Help me, Lola!!

Belle Of The Boulevard

2009-12-27T21:13:00.000-08:00

"Down in a local bar.. Out on the Boulevard
The sound of an old guitar.. Is saving you from sinking"

It doesn't feel right.

Happy New Year`s Day people!

Now go do something meaningful with your lives.

2009-12-14T06:05:00.000-08:00

me and my boyfriend just got something together

something every smoking couple should get

matching zippos~~ hehe

my initials are on his

his is on mine

hehe

cute

no??

^^

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-12-09T04:12:00.000-08:00

Current state of mind: CONFUSED

CHERRY BLOSSOMS

2009-11-28T20:11:00.000-08:00

Hey Lola :)

Isn`t it much prettier now? But dont worry, the butterfly is still the main focus. That was why Lynda made the one behind it a little bit fuzzy haha.

FYI, it itches like a bitch.

2009-11-19T18:24:00.000-08:00

very very delayed pics...

and i just put up a few

too lazy to edit and shit

lol

the gorgeous sunrise at the beach at 6.00 am

it's getting colder

so my clothes are getting thicker lol

me and jumi at...

i forgot where...

it was too long ago hehe

xoxo

-LolaDH-

2009-10-31T06:32:00.001-07:00

You know you`re in trouble if alcohol didnt make you feel better.

2009-10-27T04:53:00.000-07:00

one last chance

that's the best i can do

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-10-24T21:37:00.000-07:00

Just put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.

2009-10-18T06:52:00.001-07:00

here or there

no matter where i am

the ending is the same....

-LolaDH-

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

2009-10-17T23:25:00.000-07:00

You are always there to pick me up when I fall.

You are always there to look out for me to make sure I don`t fall.

You make me laugh when I feel down.

And hold me in your arms when you see me cry.

You give me motivations to do the things I want to do.

Even when you don`t agree with me, you believe in me and you choose to trust me.

You know how to give the most comforting hugs.

Having you in my life makes me feel like the luckiest person on Earth.

I love love love love love you .....Mommy!!

You`re the best.

*Btw Lola! Your jinxing power still works!! *

REALITY

2009-10-14T07:00:00.000-07:00

Note to self :

1. Study Land Law
2. Read Equity and Trust
3. Start doing tutorials
4. Think about House of Lords presentation
5. Read Constitutional and Administration Law
6. Non- assessed assignments; RESEARCH RESEARCH

Do NOT procrastinate Eileen Hannah Tan!! Do it and kick ASS!!

LIFE AND LOVE AND WHY

2009-10-10T10:46:00.000-07:00

Summer`s over.

Its crunch time!!

Need to study and kick some asses!

Wish me luck! :)

Hopefully Year 2 will be good for me.

"Life and love and why ...Child, adult, then die ...All of your hoping ...And all of your searching ...For what?" - Switchfoot

2009-10-05T03:39:00.000-07:00

dead blog

therefore, i post

went to the beach with Jumi again

but this time, it was just the two of us

it was so effin cold~~!!!!

came back in the afternoon today

*pictures are still not loaded*

going out tonight

really dead tired but i dont exactly have a choice

i'll just sleep the whole day tomorrow i guess

i'll post pictures soon

xoxo

-LolaDH-

GO FIGURE

2009-09-16T23:17:00.000-07:00

If you apply the same principles, multiply by point 5 milicentiacres devided by the power of 24, cos there are 24 hours in a day, plus the ammount of hours that you managed to sleep, square rooted to the number of working hours that you have in a day (minus the lunch break), and you should be able to find out the percentage of possibility that you'll stay awake..

And this is why its okay to go clubbing even when you have work the next day.

2009-09-10T00:17:00.000-07:00

life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass

it's about learning to dance in the rain

xoxo
-LolaDH-

BRUSSELS

2009-08-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

Okay okay I know its not my birthday yet
But a couple of my friends decided to surprise me. EARLY
Quite smart, because I didn’t suspect anything
Thank you Mac and Amelia, for the roses and cupcakes!!
I love you both!
I only wished Amelia was here to celebrate with.
So sweet right? She called all the way from Melbourne to book the cupcakes

On another note, I ABSOLUTELY MISSED LOLA KANG DONG HWA :(
I miss drinking with her :((((
Getting tipsy and being random.

Anyhow, we went to Brussels Beer Café for dinner.
AWESOME :)

The Cupcakes

Okay, i accidentally killed one of the roses :(

With Mandy and Ali :)

My birthday brownies :)

With Mac and roses :)

HAPPY HAPPY ME :)))))

2009-08-22T06:28:00.000-07:00

ALCOHOL

i love AND hate whoever made it

love it cause of the tipsyness *lol*

hate it cause of the fact that people can't control themselves when they are drunk

including me

i'm drinking like mad in korea

i drank like 5 days in a row now........

including today lol

i guess i'm just being me hehehe

xoxo
-LolaDH-

ZEN

2009-08-18T02:04:00.001-07:00

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair

I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme

I hate it – I hate the way you`re always right
I hate it when you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you`re not around
And the fact that you didn’t call

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you –
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

So yeah, turning 20 in a week.

Been in the world for two decades now.

I feel like i shld do something good for the world.

Hmm, maybe i`ll volunteer at the ophanage?

Go to Cambodia and adopt a child? - maybe in 10 years.

Anyhow its a 20th ZEN birthday for me.

As opposed to the SLUTTY 19th Lola planned out for me last year.

IT WAS THE BEST!

Love you babe.

It was simple but intimate, just the way i like it :)

Oh oh, also, i was offered a job at Miss Selfridge.
Still thinking whether i should take it. Hmmmm

Awesome fortune teller

2009-08-14T18:38:00.000-07:00

me, YunChul and Jumi went to a fortune teller

just for fun

hahaha

but everything he said was so effing right

afew good news and afew bad ones

-----------------------

ME

1. all my boyfriends from 2007 til 2009 are assholes *err... kinda true?? hahaha*
he seriously said 'assholes' hahahaha
my 'guy luck' is gonna start in 2010 until 2011
he said the guy i meet in 2010 or 2011 is like my soulmate so i'll even consider marriage
*fingers crossed*^^
he asked me to wait until 2010 Jan 1st and then meet a guy...
so i gotta wait for like 4 more months...
as if i didnt wait long enough lol

2. i'm a really realistic person
and i always try to find the easy way out of problems *which is soooo true*
same in choosing guys as well
i need like height or degree or looks or something to come as a package with my guy
haha but who doesn't right??
and even if i have a boyfriend that is good, if i see another guy that is better, i'll go for him
in other words, i'm a freaking player la lol *this... i really have to disagree... i never did that... i think... hehe*

3. i have future money luck
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
hehe :D
he said i'm the type of person that does things that will be profitable to me
and not because i WANT or LIKE to

4. 2009 is the worst year in my entire life
which i'm hoping is true
:)

--------------------------

JUMI

1. she's gonna succeed in whatever she does
whether it be studies or business or singing or acting
which is awesome news cause she's preparing to get into acting
we asked about her acting career and he said she will succeed in that too
YAY FOR JUMI!!!

2. 2009 and 2010 are her lonely years
so she'll want to meet guys but it'll never last long
her 'guy luck' starts in 2011

-----------------------------

YUNCHUL(the worst out of us three hehehe)

1. unlike me, he HAS to do what he wants to do
not for the money or the position
but only because he is interested in it
so now, he has to rethink engineering as a major
i think he's thinking singing
cause OMG his voice is amazing!!!!!!!! *one of the reasons why we go karaoke ALOT*

2. his 'girl luck' is in 2009
he had the worst 'girl luck' in 2008
and his gf right now started in year 2008
so the dude told him to break up with her and find another girl in 4 months
if he doesn't, then the girl will dump him when he goes off to the army for 2 years
*i felt really bad for him... but he was planning on breaking up.. at least that's what he said lol*

3. 2010,2011,2012 is gonna be his worst years
but good thing he'll be in the army in 2011 and 2012
so it'll be ok

------------------------

anyways, 4 more months of bad luck for me

4 more months of good luck for YunChul

and i have no idea when Jumi has bad luck

lol

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-08-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

me and.......

my baby~!!<3

hehe

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-08-10T01:29:00.000-07:00

Endless road

to god only knows where

when will i ever see the end of this

xoxo
-LolaDH-

my new favourite place in the world

2009-07-30T03:14:00.000-07:00

a few pics from the beach

we're planning on going again before school starts

hehe

we had way too much fun

we got drunk and fell into the ice cold water at night

we were screaming and singing and laughing

we did fireworks cause it was Jumi's birthday

everything was just so damn awesome~!!!!

our caravan and the view from it

the best part is that u can hear the ocean from inside lol

i changed my navel ring hehehehe

finally a long one

don't mind the fats hehe

total smokers

smoking by the beach is just the best feeling ever

our bbq at night while watching the waves~~~

we buried him straight down hehehe

good times^^

anyways!!!

we'll be going again soon

no matter what happens hehehehe

and i became a total raccoon when i came back

a red raccoon

so damn burnt

haha

who cares

it was still fun~!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUMI~!!!!

xoxo
-LolaDH-

WHEN I SAY JUMP, YOU SAY HOW HIGH

2009-07-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

How Lola and Eileen decided to get matching tattoos.

One fine class-cutting day, Lola got bored while studying Biology in Starbucks..

Lola: Babe, if you were to get a tattoo right now, what will you get?

Eileen: Um, I dont know. I dont think I`d ever be so crazy to go get myself a random tattoo. Why? What are you thinking?

Lola: Would you get my initials?

Eileen: Would YOU get my initials?

Lola: Yeah, why not? But I`ll get EL instead of ET.

Eileen: Oh really? Then i think I`ll get DH.

Lola: Okay, you wanna do it? I`ll call Benny later.

Eileen: Okay!

Yeah well, it went something like that.
Anyhow, we didnt get each other`s initials due to some tattoo taboo Benny told us about so we decided to get these matching butterflies instead. And we got them right after freaking Pure Maths paper 3 yo! At the same time in the same room. Random much?

:)

2009-07-18T00:50:00.000-07:00

ive been a real lazy ass

hence the silence from me

anyways...

just a few updates

1. i FINALLY got a proper conch piercing

hahaha i ve been dying for one and i finally got it

2. i am going to the beach soon!!!yay!!!

its my friends 21st birthday so we r heading to the beach

3. got a job interview tomorrow

haha lets hope i dont screw it up

other than that, everythings the same

i think....

xoxo
-LolaDH-

ITS YOUR LIFE. DO WHAT YOU WANT WITH IT.

2009-07-14T00:57:00.000-07:00

If it makes you happy, go for it.
If it is what you want, do it.

Just don`t forget, and don`t regret.

:)

2009-07-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

just smile and laugh it off.

everything will be alright again.

YOU'RE OUT!

2009-07-08T09:53:00.001-07:00

i dont think you have a right to judge.
yes, im having problems.
but im not crazy. and im not empty.
i could be psychotic tho. it runs in the family.

GAH. I HATE YOU.

21 GUNS

2009-07-07T22:29:00.000-07:00

Do you know what`s worth fighting for

when its not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away?

And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You`re in ruins

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One 21 guns, throw your arms into the sky, you and I

When you`re at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesnt pass

Nothing`s ever built to last

my favourite painting. hah!

SUMMER BREAK

2009-07-07T22:20:00.000-07:00

FINALLY..

im taking a break.

i was the only one who went to intern right after finals.
results- well... second class overall

all i need now is a loooong break
spending time with myself

cannot deal at the moment
one word:

Eileen Hannah.

2009-06-24T10:58:00.000-07:00

watched a horror movie on tuesday

it's like a story of these high school girls that take an oath to commit suicide together

but then only one of them jump down from the building

and then the others start to die one by one

it was shit scary

and i swear to god...

nobody else was screaming in the cinema

i have no idea why the girls that were in the cinema didnt scream at all

i felt embarrassed to scream

so i had to hold it in lol

but YunChul screamed alot hahaha

it was really embarrassing hehe

well, the real point of this post is cause i got sleep paralysis that night

it was my first time... so it totally freaked me out

i ended up staying awake the whole night

thank god for Yunchul being awake at that time

he kept me company by texting hehehe

anyways, if u guys get a chance... go watch it...

but

not alone

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-06-21T20:28:00.000-07:00

holidays have officially begun

but....

i'm still gonna be super busy

shit

who cares

it doesn't mean that i'm not gonna be having fun right? lol

i'm still me hehehe

good luck donghwa... you're gonna need it

note to self : cut ur freaking fringe... it's so damn long

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-06-15T09:36:00.000-07:00

dead blog

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-06-03T02:18:00.000-07:00

look at what fozzie made for me

hahahahahahahaha

he really needs to find other things to do la

correct or not fozzie??

hehehe

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-06-01T17:43:00.000-07:00

i was so looking forward to having a good rest last night

since i didn't sleep properly for about 2 weeks now....

but....

something always has to go wrong

i don't really want to get into it so...

anyways....

i didn't sleep AT ALL last night....as always

i stayed up all night with JiEun (Spain), YunChul (Belgium) and a pack of cigarettes

making a presentation that we were not in charge of since we already did our part

but whatever

i'll just sleep while presenting today or something

i'm so fucking tired!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!!!

-LolaDH-

2009-05-28T01:02:00.000-07:00

this blog is so fucking dead

whatever....

-LolaDH-

MY NEW PHONE~!!!

2009-05-24T22:18:00.000-07:00

i got the CYON COOKY phone!!!

yay!!!

it's so adorable

i wanted the brown one but that's the older version and they dont make it anymore

so i just got the white one

cause i'm 110% sure that i'll get sick of the pink one really quickly

hehe

i am happy with my new phone :DDDDDD

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-05-21T01:33:00.000-07:00

my liver is saying :

Dong Hwa, i need a break... please... no more alcohol this week

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-05-17T01:28:00.000-07:00

i was out continuously from thursday til saturday

i missed home

haha

so fucking tired

but that's how we have fun~!!

haha

thursday - drinking

friday - lotte world and then sauna

saturday - came back home and slept the whole day haha

my little needle mark from the blood donation

my proud little mark

haha

waiting for my turn while playing pool

and then...

KARAOKE

we go karaoke way too much

we're friends with the people that work there

we pay for an hour and they give us an extra hour lol

i love them <3

me in my nursing shirt

it's really cute

i'll take a proper pic of the shirt and post it up next time

haha

this is what we normally do

lol

Jo YunChul (belgium)

in the sauna

(left to right)
me, jumi and a random guy sleeping

hehehe we were bored so we followed what he was doing

and then Yunchul came

so the three of us copied the man hehe

*****

anyways

i had a very good rest

but tomorrow... back to class :(

who cares

class or no class

we'll still have fun^^

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-05-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

way too much shit happened last night

still very fucking pissed

whatever....

-LolaDH-

my things to do list

2009-05-08T22:55:00.000-07:00

1. drink tonight with a few friends and some random dudes (not totally random... they r friends of one of my friend)

2. go LOTTE WORLD (so that my heart will be prepared for...............)

3. BUNGY JUMPING!!!!!!!!!

i cant wait for bungy jumping!!!!!!!

i m so totally excited for it

i will totally back out if i suddenly go for bungy jumping

so i m gonna go to lotte world to get my heart prepared hahahahahaha

YAY!!!!!!!

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-05-06T18:23:00.000-07:00

i did blood donation

and it didnt hurt at all

stupid pussies that were all freaked out for no reason

anyways...

i still have the needle mark on my arm and the tiny needle mark on my finger

i swear to god

it hurt more when they pricked my finger for the haemoglobin test

well, i got to eat stuff because of it

haha

and i got gift vouchers~!!!

i'm thinking of doing it every 2 months

it felt good

:DDDDDDD

just so u know, this is not a picture of my arm

it's just something i got off google

hehehehe

xoxo

-LolaDH-

2009-05-04T19:54:00.001-07:00

no school today

it's a public holiday~!!!

YAY~~!!!!

time to rest

hehe

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-04-28T18:37:00.000-07:00

current plans

today (wednesday) : Karaoke after assignments hehe :D

tomorrow (Thursday) : drinking with Belgium and JUMI (of course) and then CLUBBING~!!

Friday : packing packing and more packing

Saturday : moving into new place near my school :DDDDDD

Sunday : rest or maybe not.. hehe

Monday : class again :(((((

xoxo

-LolaDH-

WOAH!

2009-04-27T11:07:00.000-07:00

Lola!! faster come back.
i cant wait for december to come!!
exams are lame. pfft.
im gonna kick ass though.
i always =))

2009-04-27T05:03:00.000-07:00

a smoker again haha

like i would ever quit right?

it's me after all :P

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-04-24T10:49:00.001-07:00

guys in clubs

are ALL the same

Malaysia or Korea

LOL

you know what i mean

*wink wink*

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-04-24T01:39:00.000-07:00

went CLUBBING last night

stayed in the club until like almost 6am

lol

i spread alot of DH-Fun hahahaha

i'm so damn tired

but so fucking happy!!!

xoxo
-LolaDH-

TALL TALL TALL

2009-04-21T22:52:00.000-07:00

got new heels

kill heels to be exact

more than 4 inches high

i'm almost 180cm if i wear these hahahaha

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-04-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

i'll show u people what happens when u start TRYING to study

tsk tsk tsk

my VERY korean look

haha

this is the result of stupid effing exams

stupid PANDA EYES

and even with makeup, you can see it

ahyo

i look like a freaking serial killer

lol

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-04-20T08:07:00.001-07:00

came here cause i wanted to say something

then i realized that it has already been mentioned

by Eileen

Somethings really never change

yesterday, i didnt even get 5 minutes of sleep

i stayed awake ALL NIGHT to study

but in the end, all i did was talk to Jumi on the phone, have a cigarette like every 5 minutes and just stay online and waste time

i didnt study AT ALL

and i m so not exaggerating

well, conclusion : screwed up todays exam

and now... i SHOULD be studying for tmrs exam

but of course i cant get myself to start

Eileen, u might have a years worth to cram into 3 weeks

but i have a semesters worth to cram into 6 hours

hahahahahahahaha

same old us

xoxo
-LolaDH-

WONDERFUL, I AM

2009-04-19T18:14:00.000-07:00

i`m soooooooo sleepy!
was doing the writing credit until 2.
thought of sleeping early, so revitalise and continue tonight.
but fuck!! couldnt sleep until at least 4.
wasted 2 hours tossing and turning in bed.
then woke up at 7 in the morning.
can`t go back to sleep.
so start blogging.
going to starbucks to study later.
then gonna continue writing tonight.
i have about three weeks to cram a year`s lecture into my head.
*somethings can never be changed, right Lola?*

THIS IS LAME.

2009-04-15T17:56:00.001-07:00

for the last time....

I'M NOT A SCARY PERSON!!!

lol

i found out that Jumi's bf told her that i looked scary and cold when we first met

and i swear to god, i was so totally trying to look like a nice person

lol

and he also said i look like a partying type of person

in other words, he doesnt understand how i got into this school

and into nursing

lol

well, not only him...

EVERYBODY prolly thinks like that

people in my nursing class were like

'why did u get so many piercings??'

'but u r doing nursing....*long pause*....*confused look*....*awkward smile*'

if they find out about my tattoos, they will be like

'BURN IN HELL, WITCH!!!!'

hahaha

ok not that bad

well, a few of them found out about me smoking and now i feel like there's a wall between us

haha but whatever

it's not like i was ever close with them anyways

i dont really wanna be

i might get NERD germs all over me

NO THANK U!!!! lol

these people need to socialize more with people that are not like them

during highschool, they didnt have boyfriends because they HAD NO TIME

NO TIME FOR BOYFRIENDS??!?!?!?!?!?!

crazy mou???

lol

anyways

since that rugby dude is going to be in Kenya until beginning of May

and Jumi's boyfriend will be there too

*i mentioned before how he is also on the rugby team*

we'll go boy hunting!!! hahaha

and after next week (exam week) we'll be going clubbing!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!

my legs were getting really itchy to dance

lol

i'll see what clubs here will be like :DDDDDDD

CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!

xoxo

-LolaDH-

2009-04-15T17:36:00.000-07:00

ㅅㅂ!!!!

존나 개폐인~!!!!!!

-----

sorry, i just needed to get this one thing out of my system

lol

xoxo

-LolaDH-

THANK YOU FOR NOT LYING

2009-04-14T23:29:00.000-07:00

I wanna hold em like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em let em hit me raise it baby stay with me
I love it.
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start,
And after he`s been hooked I`ll play the one on his heart.

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be

A little gambling is fun when you`re with me,

Ilove it

Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun

And baby when it`s love its not rough it isnt funnnnnn

I wont tell you that i love you

kiss of hug you

Cause i`m bluffing with my muffin

I`m not lying I`m just stunning with my love-glue-gunning

Just like a chick in the casino

Take your bank before i pay you out

I promise this, promise this

Check this hand cause I`m marvelous

Cant read my pokerface, can you??

Peace out!

Eileen Hannah.

2009-04-11T16:49:00.000-07:00

an illegal driver no more~!!!!

xoxo
-LolaDH-

just a bunch of FSGs

2009-04-10T02:43:00.000-07:00

i found the BEST thing last night

a karaoke + tiny cinema + game room + sleeping room

ALL IN ONE

so yesterday after the drinking thing

we went to have a late supper

then we went back to Shinchon (our school area)

that's where the 'Heaven on Earth' is hahahahahaha

we got there at like midnight

it was the 5 of us

me, Jumi, Spain, Philippines and just this typical korean girl

philippines was out for a while to see her other friends

spain and the korean sang for 30mins and then got really tired so they were half asleep

me and Jumi went on and on, dancing around, jumping here and there until 4am

lol

typical us bursting with energy

well, after that, we fell asleep while watching MamaMia hahaha

and woke up at 7am for class

we looked like freaking ZOMBIES!!!!!!

our new name

FSG

FUCKING SHINCHON GARBAGE

lol

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-04-09T02:43:00.000-07:00

hmmm....

waiting for JuMi right now

cause after she's done, we'll be heading to a party

ok... well not really a party

the seoul nat. uni (no.1 uni in korea *wink wink*) med people are borrowing this drinking place

and we're gonna heading down there with a few other friends

well, they are going for guys

i'm going to drink haha

but i got class tomorrow

i'll just sleep in class i guess

so fucking tired tho

who gives a shit

i'll be having fun with the smartest people in korea soon

haha thats a good way of saying it

the realistic way... i'm gonna be drinking with a bunch of nerds!!! haha

but no worries

they wont all be people from med school

there will be people like just going to crash the party

hehehehehehehehehe :))))))

SUGAR-GLIDER

2009-04-09T00:24:00.000-07:00

Whats that you see??

Its a bird!

NO, its a plane!

No wait, ITS A FLYING SNAKE

*sick outta my mind*

Peace out- Eileen Hannah.

crazy elevator scene

2009-04-07T18:01:00.000-07:00

for my psychological health class

my group had to present this thing on nervousness

so we decided to make videos of situations that makes us nervous

well, our group has like 8 girls and one guy

he is our senior but he's in our class cause he had to go to the army for 2 years

anyways, since he is the only guy, we had to use him as the perv lol

my friend and him did this scene where it's at night and he is kinda following her at the back

lol

and i did an elevator scence where he was standing behind me

i was so totally about to die

i wanted to laugh so bad~!!! hahaha

we were like planning on what to do and everything...

then he was like 'oh i should smell ur hair from behind'

and we were all like 'what for?!?!?!?! it's a 'nervous' scene... not a 'scary' one'

anyways, after that, we went to have dinner

and then ice cream

well, we were gonna go drink but there were a few underage girls so we couldnt

*damn these young people* haha

so we went to karaoke instead

ooooh the dude is so AWESOME in singing

SO FARKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!

well, that's all for now...

i have to stay in school late again today cause i have to prepare a presentation with Belgium

i'm really tired~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

-LolaDH-

MIDLIFE CRISIS

2009-04-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Daddy!

you are a year away from turning the big 5-0.
i love you very much no matter how psychotic you are.
you never fail to give me everything i asked for.
except for one thing.

would you please CHILL OUT!

my-very-funny-crazy-weird-parents i love so so so soooo much!!

2009-04-04T17:29:00.000-07:00

a few more pics from JuMi's phone

hehe

xoxo
-LolaDH-

WAKE UP

2009-04-04T08:22:00.000-07:00

It was really really awkward.
Part of me thought that it was all an act.
I`m not sure.
But i can`t be too bothered anymore.
Its not worth it.

2 Tequilla Shots and You are good to go~!!

2009-04-03T23:05:00.000-07:00

i'm so fucking tired...

i got back home today morning at like 8 something

after uni yesterday, me and Jumi (New Jersey) met up

we went for dinner first

then we went to a bar

she can't really drink

so she had a cocktail

i had 2 tequilla shots, whiskey and beer

haha so me right???

anyways, i met the guy that she went on a date with...

he is also in the rugby team...

tall, buff... not bad haha

they make a nice couple lol

then we went to karaoke

after that, we went to Tom n Toms and stayed there til today morning

very tiring but awesomely fun night hehe

i am very lazy to put captions

so u people just figure it out on ur own

and i know i don't usually take those stupid crazy looking pics

but we were bored so.. hehe

anyways, gotta go sleep now

xoxo
-LolaDH-

HIGH SCHOOL

2009-04-02T21:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Bitches,

Leave your two-faced acts at home please.
You are presenting yourselves like morons.
Its time to grow up...
So pack your brains with you and stop bad-mouthing ppl.
Get a less pathetic life!

Lots of love,
Eileen Hannah.

2009-04-02T19:36:00.000-07:00

i have a feeling...

the way i talk is way too open

like how i always speak my mind lol

i guess it's too much for korea to handle hahahaha

well, from nowonwards...

SSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~!!!!!

xoxo

-LolaDH-

2009-04-02T04:14:00.000-07:00

nice and tall

and a pro rugby player

just how i like it

haha

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-03-31T04:33:00.000-07:00

skipped my last class today and went karaoke with New Jersey

oh ya...

before we went to karaoke, we followed Belgium to the Engineering department

they have different lounge for different Engineering majors...

and since he is doing Mech. Engineering, we went there...

and it was all guys!!!

something i definitely don't see everyday...

since Nursing is like 80 people with 2 guys... and one of whom is GAY

when me and New Jersey went in, the guys were like 'GIRLS!!! WOHOOO!!!'

haha

damn funny

pity them also la... he told me they only have 4 girls and when i asked if they are pretty, he said 'they just look like people'

lol

but the place is damn dirty

he even told us that they have booze in there

SO LUCKY!!!!!!!!!

i should have taken Engineering la...

lol

anyways, conclusion of the day... i had fun!!!

:DDDDDD

but i really miss malaysia....

i wanna go back!!!! :(((((((((((

xoxo
-LolaDH-

STRAWBERRY MARGARITA

2009-03-31T02:50:00.000-07:00

i feel sick in the stomach.

cannot wait to get it over and done with!

2009-03-27T23:48:00.000-07:00

took a personality quiz

and here r the results...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

-----

all true... except the education part

haha

i dont like to study and i dont find education all that important lol

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

xoxo
-LolaDH-

FOCUS

2009-03-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

come on Eileen,

get off the computer now and start studying!!

2009-03-26T15:19:00.000-07:00

had awesome fun last night

went out with NEW JERSEY

for booze, shisha and of course... CIGGIES!!!!

finally reunited with my babies~!!!

haha

well, i got back home at 12 midnight

and i was so tired...

so i forgot to put my dog in the cage and i just slept...

so she was sleeping together with me the whole time

thank god she was smart enough to pee and shit on the pad

i'm so proud of her hehe

AHJI IS SMART~!!!!

:DDDD

xoxo
-LolaDH-

RANDOM

2009-03-26T05:46:00.000-07:00

i played badminton with my classmates today.

never played it before.

so i thought i would just play for fun.

i didnt even bring clothes to change, thinking i wont sweat.

but woah, it was quite a work out.

and i was not TOO bad actually.

managed to hit the shuttlecocks at least.

boy, what can i say.

kicking balls, hitting cocks.

my area of expertise. haha!!

i had fun =)

took one picture. ZERO make up. Gion wanted to show us how he can upload photos instantly on to Facebook with his Blackberry. -.-

INSPIRED

2009-03-25T07:10:00.000-07:00

This may sound crazy..

But i feel like getting another tattoo.
Not so soon though.
After i graduate from law school at least.
Or maybe i`ll just go get it done in London.

I`ve always wanted cherry blossums.
On my side, something like this one.
But smaller.

You see the tattoo on her right arm?
Maybe the size of that on my side.

And after i have ten kids, i`ll go get my wrist, my ankle and my lower back done.

JUST KIDDING!!!!

I`m crazy but NOT so crazy.
Very Angelina-Posh Spice though right?? HOT! haha

2009-03-24T17:08:00.000-07:00

Belgium overslept... cause he was doing his assignments all night last night...

so...

i'm in the library and all lazy to do it...

anyways, good luck to Eileen Babe for the lunch!!!

i'm sure it'll go awesomely well~!!!

hehe

xoxo

-LolaDH-

AWKWARD

2009-03-24T06:31:00.001-07:00

Dear diary,

uhm.. i kinda asked a guy out to lunch.

please please please say yes!!!

Btw Lola, yeah, go ahead. i havent really completely quit anyway. haha u`d nvr been happier since you got to Korea!!

2009-03-24T05:35:00.000-07:00

i got back home from uni at 9pm...

so damn tired....

today, i've learnt to sleep while standing up in the subway haha

anyways, i'm so totally happy today!!!

me and new jersey were hyper today

like crazy hyper

like 'me and eileen talking about doraemon in starbucks' hyper

everything around us made us laugh

me, guam and new jersey had lunch after class...

then guam wanted to head back home so the two of us went to the library

she wanted to do some work but she decided to start doing it after my next class starts

so we were just sitting down and laughing about the stupidest things

anyways, the main reason why i'm happy is cause...

new jersey found a place to shisha!!!!

oh my baby!!! hehe

we don't know when we're gonna go though

since our timetables don't match

but we are definitely going...

and one more thing....

new jersey SMOKES!!!!

i found a smoker friend!!! muahahahaha!!!!

*Eileen Babe, i'm sorry but i think i'm gonna start smoking again... that's the only way i can relieve stress without gaining weight.. hehe*

well, thank god for my writing class or else i wouldn't have met her

:DDDDD

xoxo
-LolaDH-

-----

tomorrow, i gotta meet Belgium in the library to do our assignment...

lets hope it goes well...

and if the blood donation people come tomorrow, i think i'm gonna drag Belgium to do it with me

since my period is over and all

hehe

2009-03-23T18:05:00.000-07:00

Dear Hannah babe,

haha i'm so totally up for the starbucks!!!

it's even more frustrating cause after LONG LONG EMO hours of doing the assignment in korean...

then only my lecturer decides to tell me that i can do it in English

lol

well, future assignments will be easy hehe

LOVE U BABE~!!!

BREATHE

2009-03-23T03:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Lola,

Just breathe. Relax. You can do it. You`re a smart girl. Just dont be too hard on yourself. I understand what you are feeling right now. You should NOT GET FRUSTRATED with yourself so easily. Read lines by lines, words by words. You are new at this but soon you will get the hang of it. So dont worry too much and CHILLLL.

When you come back to visit, i`ll take you HERE..

and at night we go get ourselves some of these..

Also, we`ll go shopping to look for this!

and to get this!!

then we put on our pretty clothes and we go hunting for *ahem*

But for now, you`ve got to study!! Just like me!

Motivate yourself and never ever give up!

Lotsss of love,

Eileen Hannah.

2009-03-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

ARRGHH!!!!

i'm so fucking stressed!!!!

i dont know how people do it... seriously...

studying in korean.... it's definitely something i can't do...

i swear to god, i felt like jumping off from the balcony today

15th floor... it was very tempting...

i actually cried while studying

this is the MOST STRESSED i've been so far in 19years of my life

and the worst part is that i can't turn to my normal de-stress methods

i gained way too much weight cause of this...

so i'm stopping myself from eating ice creams

if i get drunk, then i can't study after that...

but i have to study or else i can't finish my assignments in time

so booze is out of the way

i was about to go out to get cigarettes... like seriously....

and i'm still very tempted to....

but stupid bitches in korea don't smoke!! WTF RIGHT?!?!?

i've been here since november...

and i havent seen not even ONE girl smoke...

:(

well, they won't need to smoke cause they understand what it says in their text books

and they won't be stressed...

AHHHH!!!!!

TOTAL MOTHER FUCKING SUCK FEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whatever...
-LolaDH-

2009-03-21T17:07:00.000-07:00

*YAWNNNNN*

awake at 6 on a Sunday cause of my assignments

reading about nursing and how triage works lol

anyways, i found out something funny last night

i mentioned that my dog snores and farts right???

another cute thing to add to the list

she barks in her sleep

LOL

u know how people sleep talk

she SLEEP BARKS hehe

wengchiong says the dog is as stupid as the owner...

- -;;

she might be as stupid as the owner...

but she is also as cute as the owner haha

can?? ^^

hehe

xoxo
-LolaDH-

I THINK I`M IN LOVE

2009-03-21T00:03:00.000-07:00

Before today, i thought Twilight was crap.
Maybe not crappy, but overrated.
And i still think it is.
The lovey-dovey storyline is typically predictable.
However, i can`t help it...

I`VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH A VAMPIRE...

*You`re my own personal brand of heroin*

2009-03-20T05:34:00.000-07:00

missing these moments

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-03-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

i'm missing you like crazy

it's been quite awhile since i last talked to you

of course we have normal talks

but it's been long since we really TALKED

i'm hoping that it'll come soon

:)

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-03-18T21:34:00.000-07:00

YAY ME!!!!

i didn't fail my first korean quiz~!!!!

i totally thought i was gonna fail

cause i didn't study AT ALL!!!

like i only memorized this one thing cause i didn't know what it meant...

hehe that's what i do...

don't understand then memorize..

but then, i got that wrong

lol

well, 88 for a first quiz... not bad but could have been better...

stupid careless mistakes....

NEW JERSEY is good!!! she got 100...

oh i call people with the names of the places they used to live in.... so that its easier for me hehe

BELGIUM... i'm so disappointed....

he's my presentation partner... and he stayed there for 6years, if i'm not mistaken...

his korean was supposed to be the best among us...

so i was all excited when we became partners...

but for the quiz, he got 58...

well, i dont blame him... he was sick so he missed last week's class

and i'm 110% sure that his writing is better than mine

so it's ok :D

well, gotta get back to my assignment which is due 1 hour later hehe

same old me...

very last minute

xoxo

-LolaDH-

SOME THINGS WERE NOT MEANT TO BE

2009-03-17T05:59:00.000-07:00

..........And so the lion fell in love with the lamb..

.........What a stupid lamb..

.................What a sick masochistic lion.

*************************

Went out with baby brother today.

Dragonball, Tony Romas, Quiksilver =))

What a lucky brother.. hahaha

2009-03-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

my class finished early today... at 1pm

so after that, i met up with HEEJUNG!!! JUNGI!!! lol

we had lunch

shabu shabu~!!!

we ate SO MUCH!!! it was so nice hehe

but then we talked and laughed alot so digestion didnt take that long lol

after eating, we moved onto a place called BEANS AND BERRIES

it's a coffee shop but they make the coffee with berries

i really liked the BlueBerry Latte

but the Raspberry Mocha was not really nice

it was too bitter...

we sat in B and B until like 6pm

and then i came back home

my dog was so pissed at me... cause by the time i got back home, it was past 8pm

and i promised her in the morning that i'd come back home quickly

i didn't know time would pass so quickly

SORRY AHJI~!!! :(

hehe

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-03-15T01:39:00.000-07:00

my dog is high on sugar!!!

so darn cute

i went to the living room for awhile

and while i was gone, she went into my room and ate my ice cream (yes yes, i had ice cream again)

now, she's running around like crazy

jumping up and down

lol

no more ice cream for her ^^

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-03-14T15:51:00.000-07:00

it's a very dead blog...

we both know it....

but what to do....

both very busy bloggers

:D

sorry

xoxo
-LolaDH-

2009-03-12T16:26:00.000-07:00

Hannah babe said that she feels like that weird girl floating or drowning in the water

well, this is what i LOOK LIKE

BECAUSE WE CARE

2009-03-12T03:30:00.000-07:00

No, i`m not encouraging you to smoke.
But you know, the ongoing anti-smoking campaign is starting to get on my nerve.

It amusing how they have got those grosteque pictures on the cigarettes packs.
So now instead of going to the shop to ask for marlboro lights.
People are asking for marlboro lungs cancer.
"Uncle, i dont want the gangrene foot one!"

The non-smokers often ask, "why do people smoke?"

Well I guess....
We do it for the feel we get from it. Not so much for looking cool.

Lola! i caught your favourite Izzy smoking.
Or she could be merely posing with a stick.

Jennifer takes it out after Angie stole her husband.

Keep smoking and you`ll be in the cigarettes` position!

A smoking jacket. Don`t ask me what it does.

The cigarrettes are tired of human`s hypocricy.

SO YOU!!

Quit before its too late.

PEACE OF MIND

2009-03-12T03:07:00.000-07:00

This is what i`m feeling right now.

2009-03-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

I HATE THIS

I REALLY REALLY HATE THIS

'everything will be over once u get into uni...'

'uni is fun!! with all the drinking and going crazy...'

those words were all crap!!!

well, it is true for people who actually studied in korea

for people like me, we don't understand what the fuck is going on in class

and at the same time, we have to go for the same amount of classes as those normal koreans

this is a total hell on earth!!!

i even accidentally chose the wrong class and now i have to learn about Alexander the Great and Caeser

who gives a rat's ass about those people and what happened in BC3000

i should have just taken psychology or sociology

i have so many assignments!!!

and they don't even tell us which text books to buy

they just teach and then say 'ok do bla bla bla by whatever date'

and thats it!!!

it wouldnt really be any different even if they tell me what books to get

cause i still wouldnt understand whats going on

i really hate this

i'm like a freaking zombie now...

going back and forth from home to uni is already taking up 5 hours of my time

i wake up at 5am every morning

get back home at 7-8pm

then i have to study....

so i sleep really late...

i dont get enough sleep.... conclusion : panda eyes

i dont have time to eat a proper meal so i just eat a candy bar for each meal... conclusion : FAT FAT FAT

i study but i still dont understand anything... conclusion : FAIL FAIL FAIL

so the final conclusion

I M GETTING PANDA EYES THAT MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A FREAKING SERIAL KILLER, I'M GETTING FATTER AND I'M DEFINITELY NOT GETTING ANY SMARTER

emoness is totally coming to me now....

not so xoxo
-LolaDH-

JOY TO THE WORLD

2009-03-07T19:59:00.001-08:00

here`s toooooo...... LOLA KANG DONG HWA!!!!
i know its like 2 days away from your birthday.
but we celebrated mine two days earlier last year also.
and i bet i`m the first to wish you!
aren`t I??? well..
HAPPY FUNKY 19TH!!!!! woohoooo

i dont know what you`ve got planned for your birthday.
but i hope you have loads of fun!
when you come back in december..
we`ll go to sky bar.
its your turn to puke on the table lol.
jared will clean up.

and we`ll go to the 'beach' again.

and then pose with the duck again. this was taken before we went to drink right??

you being fascinated by the simplest thing on earth.

"ooh, baby room!".. and "omg! let me take pictures of these rocks!"

we always found a place to drink. anywhere, anytime...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HONEY!!!!!!!!

lots of love,

Eileen Hannah.

ps: it took me a long time and many many attempts to draw the heart.

so dont say i ruined your picture.

2009-03-07T15:25:00.000-08:00

my crazy ice cream cravings!!!

its making me really really FAT

that day, i got the big tub in baskin robbins

finished it in one hour...

then i needed more the same night

and i bought ALOT and filled my fridge with it

yesterday itself, i had SIX ICE CREAMS!!!

i'm going crazy!!

oh ya, i just had one more lol

and i'm still wanting more...

ahyo...

i think i should go back to cigarettes as a solution to my stress

at least i wont gain so much weight...

i think if i keep eating ice cream, i'll become like 100kg in one month haha

ok la... not 100kg haha

that's just insane hehe

xoxo
-LolaDH-